Hello, and thank you in advance.

[Kaarsty]

Hello everyone. I say thank you in advance because I will likely have a huge list of questions for each and every one of you. Please do not be put off, I promise the questions will be highly thought out and through. Now, on to the introduction. I hail from far North, but live in the far South West. I started this life a noble and lonely creature, but currently operate as the hub in an ever-widening wheel. I'm here because I've found much of what I was looking for, but unfortunately, still require much more. I know that the consciousness I like to think of as mine, is all of ours, and none of ours. I know that mind, and vibration create all that we see and experience. I know these things, but have yet to really KNOW these things.

In an effort to understand, I've come here. In an effort to understand, I've played with meditation, drugs, recorded audio said to entrain the brain, and a number of other techniques. All of these are with only minimal success, and when it gets closest, it retreats the furthest. It allows me in close, but denies me when I get closest. Why does it play this game with me? Am I unworthy? Am I not ready yet?

I've come to understand this as a natural response from the Universe, as I am in all reality; not quite ready. I've taken to the steps, but not ascended to the temple just yet. Each time I begin to think I've mastered my self further, and am thereby more worthy than before, I am reminded of the work left to be done. I am here to share in the labors of others, and to express the core of my own. I seek to help, to learn, and to connect.

Thank you for allowing me to be a part of this community.

[Desecrated]

In an effort to understand, I've come here. In an effort to understand, I've played with meditation, drugs, recorded audio said to entrain the brain, and a number of other techniques. All of these are with only minimal success, and when it gets closest, it retreats the furthest. It allows me in close, but denies me when I get closest. Why does it play this game with me? Am I unworthy? Am I not ready yet?

Nope, that is just part of the process, one step forward, two steps back.
Learning is also about unlearning, you need to cast of a lot of heavy burdens that you've pilled up in your life.

[Kaarsty]

Nope, that is just part of the process, one step forward, two steps back. Learning is also about unlearning, you need to cast of a lot of heavy burdens that you've pilled up in your life.

Thanks, this lines up well with my experience. I do enjoy the game, playing an invisible game with a non-manifest higher self is interesting in it of itself, without any increase/decrease in maneuverability and or access. Unlearning is the process that seems to take the longest I think. Its one thing to understand intuitively that we're all one, but another altogether to approach the world in that way. Thanks for reading [thumbup]

[cactusjack543]

In an effort to understand, I've come here. In an effort to understand, I've played with meditation, drugs, recorded audio said to entrain the brain, and a number of other techniques. All of these are with only minimal success, and when it gets closest, it retreats the furthest. It allows me in close, but denies me when I get closest. Why does it play this game with me? Am I unworthy? Am I not ready yet?

Nope, that is just part of the process, one step forward, two steps back.
Learning is also about unlearning, you need to cast of a lot of heavy burdens that you've pilled up in your life.

me i recycle burdens sorta hope your dday goes well step by step we mature....